Q most of this thread FT. Yes, we all try to feel good, yes, it's a *****, yes, some of us are afraid, (or most or all), yes, we want to and should pursue our dreams (if we have any, currently trying to find anything to aspire to other than sleeping forever). I'm not particulary good at being supportive, but I wanted to express that I, too, have roughly the same problems in my life. Good luck with them.
