I don't know if you're suffering from an actual genetic defect, or just wish you were different. Maybe both. In truth, my offer wasn't meant to imply I or anyone else could fix your problems. Only that, if you wanted, perhaps we could try and ease them. But if you don't wish to, that's fine too. Good luck with your struggles. As for time travel:
wait I know what this is about. 94-year-old Reinhold Hanning on trial accused of killing 170,000 people in horrors of Auschwitz Reinhold Hanning is your grandfather!