Dang I can't believe it's been this long since I wrote this. So the last 13 months were a wild ride. Some major events include me getting arrested and my girlfriend of 5 years (on and off) splitting up. I've been single for 2 months now and I am loving it. It's summer time and I realized i'm not as ugly as I thought I was lol. I've been working out the last 9 months and managed to gain 15 pounds (130 to 145). Uhm, i've grown my hair out so it's not an inch long. Overall, I still have sad days, but I feel like that's life. My brother passing away last year taught me so much and my mindset is truly so much different now than it was before. The days where i'm sad make me appreciate the Firk out of the days when i'm happy. I'm surrounded by loving friends. I talk to people whenever they are sad. Pretty much I feel like i'm positive as Firk and nothing can stop me. Hope you're all doing well!
Sounds like things have picked up a bit @Cydna @Qucas yeah losing a parent is tough. I lost my mum when I was about 7/8 while my dad was still training as a dr and I had a 5 year old brother and 3 year old sister. Was tough, but you survive. But, one of my low points was when I had a dream she was alive, I got to talk to her etc - was the best dream until I woke up and remembered the truth. Hit me hard.
@Tweek516 I usually know when I'm dreaming, so seeing him in dreams makes me happy, especially since he always looks healthy.
Fun update: I hadn't had a seizure in about 8 months so when I was asked if I wanted to do my exams in with everyone else or a separate room on my own I chose the former.. Long story short I had a seizure 20 minutes in to our hardest exam and as a result everyone in my class got extenuating circumstances and will guarantee a pass pretty much. You're welcome classmates. Starting my year abroad in August, this time China won't beat me!
he's 145 pounds so he's not that tall or a skeleton. I am basing this on the mass in Kg is get when I ask the internet what 145 pounds is in Kg.
Im doing this thing where by day I pretend to care about work. By night I just play vidya games or whatever. Its alright
6 feet and i range from 140 to 150 was at 130ish for a bit, think that was borderline unhealthy but i didn't look like a skeleton, particularly
I myself have gained 50% of my body weight these past 3 years. <.< Back when I was a recluse, I weighed 130 lbs. I am 6'4''. I now weigh around 195, which is healthy for my height.
I'm pretty skinny. I'm getting cut though. You're either really buff or really fat :b I just posted a picture of myself in the post yar picture thread.
Well, I can do ten reps on the leg press with 900 lbs. I can do ten reps with the toe press with 450 lbs. On the other side of the coin, I can only bench 85 lbs, and I have beer gut about as big as Jack Black's.
I moved to Chicago at the very end of October. Met a lady in November. We are moving in during October and will have, between us, 6 cats. Enjoying the summer right now. Life is good. This is us, on Monday:
172 now and I totally lied about my height. 5'9. Big difference I really felt the need to clear the air about that
fer fecks sake, use proper numbers and scales you are 175 centimeter, or 1,75 meter or 0,00175 kilometer or 1750 milimeter or 0,0175 hectometer or 175000000 nanometer or 17,5 decimeter and 78,0178876 kilograms or 78017,8876 grams or 78 017 887,6 miligrams or around 0,07801789 metric ton
